You dont prepare to fail. It so happens to be an option when you find success hard to come by. But what if failure is your default option and everything that you ever did leads to one. I have a had a string of one in the past one year and everywhere i looked i just saw a dead end. Though i have had small moments of joy which did bring a smile on my face, i got to give the major share to the dark side which got the better of me. In short, i must say that i do take pride when i say that destiny has prepared me for the worst and individually it doesn't get any worse. Maybe i have made this my way or else things had to come in this way. It would be a year in this June , where i had to lose track of myself and im afraid i still haven't found me. All this while, i read a whole amount of books on great and glorious victories and lifetime stories and i was too late to realize that, though it had worked for them, it certainly is not working for me and i had to stop trying to follow some one Else's footsteps. I have lost my noble instincts and i have rather become a killjoy who keeps pondering on what is to come and not bothering of what is happening today. Im living in the yesterdays and tomorrows and today seems to be so preoccupied that, im losing track of everyone. Just yesterday the HR in my company asked me a couple of simple question which i couldnt answer.. "who my best friend is?? and whom i love the most??" . I have become that someone, who i always had feared that i would become and i never wanted to be anything like him. My world has become so materialistic and i have lost may way.
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