how i wish i never grew up...

I recall those days..

The days which when I think of,

Brings tears to my eyes..

A frown on my face..

How I wish I never grew up..

My heart was so full back then..

There was nothing that I ever wanted..

The time when I was innocent and serene ,

Ignorance was bliss for me..

In my own world I dwelled so free..

Which regarded me supreme..

Lifes misery I did never feel..

My folks did never let me see…

And how I wish I never grew up...

But the day did come for me to leave..

All my fallacies had to rest in peace..

The real world looked down upon me..

So small before I never did feel..

How I wish I never grew up..

The pressure here was too much to take..

The real world for me did look so fake..

No matter what I did to make a name..

Defeats around .. made me look so lame..

But it was destiny I believed in more than fate..

I need a win so bad to get my head straight..

How I wish I never grew up..

I could see myself falling apart..

Like a  mirror which just took a blow..

The door of success was just ajar..

I try to reach but im still too slow..

These downs in life I had to face..

Just because I grew up to be me..

And how I wish I never grew up..