Sunset Point

I would call this a split second thought , i dont have any better words to describe it. For months i have been thinking the world has been unjust to me , someone who should have been "there" is now right "here". I did shut myself from the rest of the world to figure out what exactly had been the problem and to find the very root of the cause and sadly all that was left around me was my incomplete thoughts. I was almost at the brim of losing it when all of a sudden i found myself in a car heading to Munnar . Though i have been there for at least 10 times in my life before , this was something so special and an enthralling experience. But the most and the important part of this trip was the sunset point. I have done a lot of crazy ass stuffs in my life with my motorcycle and diving head first into the swimming pool but i had never stopped for a minute and thought about what iam doing. Whatever stuffs i did was in the heat of the moment, it was an on the spot adrenaline rush. But on this day when i really went over there to the sunset point and i looked down from the cliff into a mist and the ground far far below , i stopped for a moment and i thought how lucky i was to be alive. That i can still do something with this life i have. I did not know what , i did not know how but this is one of the very turning points in my life without a doubt. I had a lot of fun that day and i could have soon forgotten about this moment of thought that i was engulfed in. That was not the case... even after i came back home i spend hours on visualising the cliff, the mountains , the rocky terrains and the ground far far below. It was beautiful but my thoughts lingered over and beyond the 6 letter word BEAUTY. This feeling that i had, cannot be explained.. it was like the same feeling you have when you find something which you had lost before , or tasting your favourite ice cream after a very long time. It was awesome , it rather was an insane feeling at the epitome of weirdness.  Whatever it was and whatever it was trying to say , i will not stop until i find what im searching for.